It Was All Good Just a Week Ago (Part 3)
Posted on : 13-08-2010 | By : Duane | In : Vol. 2 Hard Knock Life
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In the last verse from “A Week Ago”, Jay-Z shows us how those closest to us can change when faced with trouble. “A Week Ago” is not simply about snitching. The song gives insight on the importance of mental toughness in the midst of tough physical conditions. We all are stronger from our struggles than from our successes.
Here are the lyrics to the last verse from “A Week Ago”:
“The lawyer I retained you, said you leaking some things
All this after a week in the bing
I’m mad at myself cause I didn’t spot the weak-a-ling
I would’ve bet the house you wouldn’t speak a thing
Nigga this was the oath, to the top of broke
Even pricked our finger, anything that got between us
We were supposed to cock the ninas, what happened to that?
Instead you copped out to a misdemeanor
Fuck it, the same thing make you laugh, make you cry
That’s right, the same game that make you mad could make you die
It’s a dice game and sometimes you crap
Who would’ve thought you’d get popped one time and rat?
Now you know that’s bad when your sister is mad
And your son gotta grow up like, “This is my dad?”
The labeling of a snitch is a lifetime scar
You’ll always be in jail nigga, just minus the bars”
“A Week Ago”
Vol 2… Hard Knock Life
Jay-Z
*Last verse starts at 2:50
Let’s get right into it…
The lawyer I retained you said you leaking some things
All this after a week in the bing
Jay rhymes that after spending just one week in jail, his former partner/associate is already singing like a hummingbird to the authorities!
(Many start “singing” within minutes!)
The line (in fact, this entire verse) is kind of funny. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I get the seriousness of the situation. “Funny” is probably the wrong word, maybe “amusing” is better. Because, in this verse, right from the jump, Jay reveals just how quickly a person can crack under the pressure if they’re not strong mentally.
By the way, ain’t it telling that in the rhyme Jays says:
“The lawyer I retained you…”
Dude had NO money for bail and apparently had NO money for an attorney so Jay covered his retainer. Jay made sure dude had a legal defense and yet the guy still turned on him.
Toughness is often seen as a physical trait. Mental weakness will undermine physical toughness. Always remember that mental toughness plays a vital role in how you’re able to handle physical tough circumstances.
Let’s move on…
I’m mad at myself cause I didn’t spot the weak-a-ling
I would’ve bet the house you wouldn’t speak a thing
In this line Jay makes a statement that I think is important to point out:
“I blame myself”
You should be held accountable for your actions and others should be held accountable for their actions BUT there are times when YOUR bad judgment in character becomes a major factor in your setback or downfall.
Follow me??
In other words: When you misread someone’s character; exemplified through their words and actions, and that someone does you wrong in some way, then you are partly responsible for the predicament that you find yourself in even if you’re in that predicament largely due to someone else’s words or actions.
I didn’t lose you even more, did I?
The importance of a thorough mental game cannot be overstated; in fact, it’s a MUST-HAVE when your success or failure is so heavily tied to the words and actions of others.
Do you hear the way Jay uses the word “weak”, describing the dude’s mental and physical state?
It sounds like he’s blending two different words/phrases “weakling” and “weakest link”.
Clever, huh?
(The great Michael Jackson famously used the same technique on “Smooth Criminal”)
Ok, let’s keep it moving…
Nigga this was the oath, to the top or broke
Even pricked our finger, anything that got between us
We supposed to cock the ninas, what happened to that?
Instead you copped out to a misdemeanor
In these lyrics Jay is simply reminding the guy of the commitment they both made to get to the top together and stay loyal. Rhyming about “the oath” and “pricking” of the finger is all Mafioso lingo but the importance of loyalty is the point being made here.
The last line in this part of the verse just shows that most of the time people are going to do whatever is in their best interest regardless of how it impacts others.
Once again, if you’re caught up in the streets, you MUST take heed to the message being sent in this cautionary tale. But even if you’re not caught up in the streets, you can still get “caught up” and find yourself in certain situations based on the words or actions of others who have their own self-agendas.
Let’s continue…
Fuck it, the same thing make you laugh make you cry
That’s right, the same game that make you mad could make you die
It’s a dice game, and sometimes you crap
Who would’ve thought you’d get popped one time and rat?
Jay gives us swagger and insight throughout the entire song, but this part is my favorite because the powerful statement it makes personally gives me perspective on how to handle situations in my life.
Jay is telling us that the things we aspire to have (for example, money) are sometimes the same things that bring us down. It seems like common knowledge but once you caught up you can lose sight on the full reality of certain situations.
He rhymes about the drug game being like a dice game, and, really life in general is like a dice game regardless of the hustle. There are no guarantees in life, no sure thing that will absolutely happen except for death.
Here is how Jay ends the verse…
Now you know that’s bad when your sister is mad
And your son gotta grow up like, “This is my dad?”
The labeling of a snitch is a lifetime scar
You’ll always be in jail nigga, just minus the bars”
Jay rhymes how his former associate will have to deal with the “lifetime scar” of being labeled a snitch and how his family is shamed. This lyric might directly reflect what happens in the criminal underworld, but understand this: Your words and actions have ramifications, impacting others, most likely those closest to you.
I like the last line where Jay states that even when his former associates is released from jail, he’ll never be free, meaning that he’ll always be mentally imprisoned due to his weaknesses.
Remember this line from “Can I Live?” (Off Reasonable Doubt):
“Trap my body/Can’t trap my mind/Easily explains why we adapt to crime”
There are some people who are locked up in prison that are mentally stronger than some of us who are walking around on the “outside”! Imagine that!
I don’t want to get too much into that lyric from “Can I Live?” (I’m going to tackle the entire verse that it’s from in the future) but that line is basically the reverse “mental scenario” of the last line in “A Week Ago”
“Trap my body/Can’t trap my mind”
“You’ll always be in jail nigga, just minus the bars”
Many of us are living our lives in prison, not in the physical sense but in the mind, trapped by our own ignorance, anger, impatience, selfishness, arrogance, shame and fear.
You may get a taste of success but failure looms ahead if you can’t consistently win the mental game.
The truth is if you can’t escape your mental prison than it was never “all good just a week ago”. You were bound to fail and just didn’t know it.










